Habitual

I have this horrible habit of stressing out over not updating my blog because I have so much to catch up on. And not having enough time to catch up on everything so continuously putting it off...
Some huge things have been happening in my life that I will catch you up on... just not now. However, I will bullet point my list so that I remember.

• Haiti
• Camp Mission
• Finding my worth
  
• Renee and Libby leave
• Fathers Day
• Maria Glassford Photography
• Lawton gets Facebook
• A season of death
• Learning about me through others
• Growing through changes
  

So those are some past things that I will bring up in the near future.
But for now, I have to write.
This weekend I am going to a wedding.
I was unable to bring a date to the wedding at the request of my dear friends, Lauren and Fred, the bride and groom. They initially told me it was because of money and not having their guest number double with dates. AND THEN, I become informed that I am being set up.
So not only am I going to a wedding, but I am going to a wedding alone, and I have a blind date?!
And he already knows about me. But scratch that date thing, because this is not a date.
So I had to buy a new dress. I went before Crew tonight and was in a pinch for time. I tried on probably 20 dresses. And I was shopping alone, which I never do. I usually shop with my sister because she is really honest with me and doesn't let me go overboard (cue my next statement). I bought 7, yes, SEVEN, dresses tonight. I am hanging on to the fact that I was in a time crunch so I couldn't decide on which one... but I am pretty sure I love ALL of them and just thought maybe I will return a few.
I'm excited to shoot the wedding as a guest and not as the photographer. I pray these two will delight in the Lord and hold true to the vows that they speak... that they take every moment in... and unite with a foundation of Christ.